Addiction

   Sitting at home for a few days, you start to notice many interesting things. With so much free time, he begins to think about himself, how he lived, functioned, how he managed relationships. I can definitely say that this period will be very reflective and that it will strongly influence how I perceive many things around me. The first thing that caught my eye was smoking an e-cigarette. Earlier I was moving a lot and it seemed to me that I didn't smoke too much. When I settled down at home, I realized that how often I reach for this drug is shocking. Every now and then the idea of ​​quitting appeared in my head, but as soon as he came, so quickly he went. However, now, I started to wonder if I could stop smoking for 2 weeks like that. The effect was visible already after 2 hours from the last time. It was bad, I felt a mental need to feel the taste. It worried me. The dead thing began to control me. It created a small rebellion in me and I decided to limit smoking. Over time, this little rebellion turned into the belief that I want to quit. I knew it would be hard, but I know from experience that the first three days will be the worst. Being mentally prepared for this challenge, I decided that tomorrow I would pour the rest of the oil into the e-cigarette and stop smoking. We'll see what comes out. I've already done it so why shouldn't it be the second time?